hey everyone.. its me just wanted to drop in and let everyone know im not dead i am alive i have just been really busy and tonight was the only night that i could get away and get on here to say anything.. but yeah... umm i have been sitting here on my saturday night watching the one tree hill whole first season.. yeah very exciting let me tell ya. but i gues you will have that.. well i have found out that i am in a no win situation. i need a car to get to a job.. and to have a car i need to get a job.. but yeah.. its complicated and everything so its better if ya know me to ask me in person for me to explain it.. well anyways.. i get my license two weeks from today.. yeahyeahyeah.. and well i found out some really bad news about my great grandmother.. she has been dying for a while now but now it really is kickin in to the point when she isnt going to make it much longer.. she has a bad heart.. (smoking does it).. she cant have stents put in cause of the blood clots in her legs and around her heart.. and she is just in really bad shape to the point she can almost not walk.. but ya know i wouild realy appricate it if anyone who prays would pray for her cause she really needs it.. ilove her to death and we dont think that she is going to even make it to next year.. well i hope that everyone is having fun.. love ya guys.. talk to you lter.. BYE

hey guys i know it has been a really long time since i have updated.. nothing really new has happened except last night was senior night for us.. and we one the game 35 to 7 against peters.. welll thats about it i got to go talk to you guys later... LOVE VANNAH RAE>...

well tonight was homecoming for me. and ofcourse i didnt go.. but its okay i want to congradulate.. ronnie and rashea for getting homecoming king and queen.. umm anyways... really have nothing to say about homecomeing.. more of it comes back to friday.. well i dont know how to tell someone how i feel about them.. its crazy i really like this guy but i dont know how to tell him cause he is a great friend of mine and im scareed that if i am to get into a relations ship with hime and if we were to date and then break up how things would be between the two of us.. i dont know.. anyways.. umm friday night at the game was a blast it was megh, me, and michelle all in a row.. we had the best time screaming for out guys last night.. it got really cold but with us all jumping around it really didnt get that cold to us.. then after the game we went to kings.. wow the things that happent there after a friday night.. well a good friend of mine got asked out in the cutest way.. so she is really happy.. then it was josh h. alyson, issac, michelle, ronnie, and me.. we were all sitting there eating dinner and since ronnie got home coming king his grand parents made him a cake and well he did really want to eat it so we decided instead of going to waste then we would just put it all over people.. well jurdon got me.. it was crazy.. but anyways.. left there and went home.. and now im sitting here after a long day of doing nothing.. except for fiding out that someone in  my family might be dieing soon.. which would be my great grandmother.. there is something wrong with her blood flow..something is blocking it or something not to sure really didnt have time to get into a lot of deal with my dad.. well yeah shes not doing to good.. so im guessing htat there might be another death in the family... so im kinda down about that.. but i wanted to say that i have had a great weekend and i hope everyone else did to.. love you guys and tlak to you later.. love vannah rae

umm.. well had a pretty rough day today.. my extremely pissed off at my captain cause she dont know how to be captain and i really cant stand her.. so yeah i love how if i am pissed off at her and give her attitude then her mom does the same to me.. umm excuse me bitch i didnt do anything to you.. so back the f()()() off. umm also i found out that my mom was almost in a deadly accident.. someone ran a light out on 19 where my om was pullin out he was doing 60 or so.. and almost hit my mom cause he ran the red light so im like really shakey.. well i dont really have anything to about cause my head is every where so i will talk to you later.. love you guys bye